Our reationship is like the tide, high and low. Im hoping the high tide comes back so i can drown in your love. Because right now I’m like a shark in the shallow. It’s getting harder and harder to breathe.
Though The Seas Catch Fire
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I want us to be happy, but more than anything I want you to be happy. I hope im the one to make you happy. I’m trying, I am.
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I am and endless amount of fuck ups.
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I’m scared. Scared that ill be replaced. Even though I know I wont be, I’m still scared. Shes the best thing to ever happen to me. She always will be.
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I sort of dont even want to post anything because I don’t want anyonr to read it. But bottling everything up is starting to eat at me inside. Sad to the point where im shaking, feeling like I’m not good enough for anyone. Feeling like I’m worthless and no matter what I do nothing will ever be good enough and I will never make anyone happy. I was once told, that I will do more for others than I will myself, and give more than I do recieve. And I believe it. And it makes me sad, because I know that no matter what I do, I will never be recognized or appreciated. I don’t know why I keep pushing forward or even trying. But I do. I’m like a dog that doesn’t give up. But i feel like I’m at the point where I do want to give up. Even writing this I’m holding back tears that seem to come streaming down no matter how hard I try. I’m shaking despite trying my hardest to stay still. I don’t want to be here, but I have no where to go. I confine myself in my room, by myself, and am stuck to sit in silence and feel the tears roll down my face
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